When the magic hits… and then it doesn’t.

Happy Sacred Sunday!

I woke up this morning so excited to share this week’s podcast episode with you. It’s a live interview I recorded last week with my friend Nikki Novo, in front of a beautiful audience.

This entire week has been filled with #sparksofbliss: dreams realized, moments savored, energy riding high.

I couldn’t wait to bring you into that energy today.

But when I went to check the podcast this morning, it wasn’t there.

Cue: frantic texts, voice notes, and calls to my podcast producer… only to find out there was a glitch in the system and the episode may not be live until later today, or even tomorrow.

I went from full-blown #insoportable unicorn mode 🦄 to disappointed and disillusioned in five seconds flat.

Mind you, I recognize that this is not a tragedy or a big deal. I wasn’t even sure if it merited sharing this message with you.

But I decided to, because this is the work.

Like I often say, this hurts like a paper cut. Paper cuts may be tiny but they still sting.

And this is life.

Some days, you ride the wave of bliss.
Other days, the undertow drags you down unexpectedly.
And sometimes both hit at once and leave you wondering what the hell just happened!

This morning felt like all the magic of the week vanished in a single moment.

But here’s the invitation:

⚡️ To surrender what I can’t control
⚡️ To take responsibility for what’s mine
⚡ To act on what I can control
⚡To notice what I’ll do differently next time

This is an N2 moment—a chance to be intentional, to recalibrate, to meet what’s next with clarity instead of chaos.

I refuse to let disappointment go to waste.

So here’s my plan:

I’m going to feel my feelings.
I’m going to regulate my system.
And when I’m grounded again, I’ll come back and share all the magic this week brought me. And when the episode is ready, I’ll let you know also.

Because the bliss is still within you, even when you can’t find it.

This is what we do in real time in 1:1 coaching and inside my group program, The Bliss’n Up Hub.